happy new year ppl!!! (but im not happy)

its already 2010..jap je dh nk msk 2010. i dont know maybe its just me but somehow im not happy.its like sumthing is not right, like sumthing bad is going to happen..yeah i know, mcm paranoid je kan.myb its just bcos of the thought that im getting older.yes,age does matter, ok.

lots of things happened in 2009 that made me realize that life is never what we expected.1 minute u r happy n who knows what'll happen next,right?i can say that 2009 was a great year.i experienced both sad n happy moments. i wish 2010 would be a greater year for me. i dont have anything to be proud of in 2009.im a bit disappointed with myself =(

enough with that.so, here are some of the things that i wish i could achieve in 2010:

1. i want to be more organized and well-planned..since i'll hv more work to do this year.
   
2. i wish my english would be better.
   
3. save more money than last year.
4. lose weight by march
5. i'll try my best to be a good muslim..yup =(
6. less cursing , more patience
   

happy new year people..may u have s great year ahead n may God bless u..